AK Cummins

Good music

Sat, 28 Jun 2003 19:28:58 GMT

Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night
At the hotel
I ain't seen the sunshine in
Three damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whiskey
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever
Change my ways

I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you
While I'm lying next to her
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you
While I'm lying next to her

I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows
But they won't tell
But their half-hearted smiles
Tell me somethin' just ain't right
I've been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in three damn nights

I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you
While I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you
While I'm lyin' next to him

I saw you yesterday with an old friend
It was the same ol' same
How have you been
Since you've been gone my worlds been
Dark and gray
You reminded me of brighter days
I hoped you were coming home to stay
I was headed to church
I was off to drink you away
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you
To come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you
To come back home
I just called to say I love you
Come back home

Emotions

Sat, 28 Jun 2003 19:26:07 GMT

Well, I've been informed my by favorite (ok and only) brother that I have not updated my journal in like, well, more than half a year. Sorry bro, lifes busy, as you see everyday!! First for some things you do know - I got a promotion at work, I brought a new truck (GO DODGE!!) She's a beauty too!! 4x4 quad cab - bet I could make few cowboys jealous over this!! Especially if my roping improves and I not only have a better truck than they, but also whip their but in rodeo! OH...life could be so good.
Last week was freaky. Ran into a very old (well not older as in aged, just long time) friend. We had lunch and reminisced .... reminded me of the many things in life i miss sometimes. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Of course, not to be mentioned in front of a certain spouse - Maybe my head is just in the clouds lately...who knows...
OK..so enough "emotion" for now...have laundry to do so my brother who seems to have forgotten my phone number can use my laundry machines tomorrow....poor guys has no clean clothes....LOL...

catch up

Mon, 16 Dec 2002 02:44:23 GMT

OK..so I've become a lousy journal keeper...use to be I kept one that I actually wrote in...i mean like with an ink pen!! LOL...I was good at that...then I got lazy and switched to this...AAGGHHH...
So..christmas came early for me....I am now the proud new owner of a 4 horse stall horse trailer. boxes are arriving from parents..and i'm buying my christmas tree tomorrow..work is busy...I've started rodeo! its awesome...
I'm way too busy for my own good....

um...EVERYTHING

Fri, 25 Oct 2002 03:00:07 GMT

So..I'm terrible about updating this journal...but I'm not sure anyone ever reads it anyway!! :-( But anyway....My life is boring ...not much going on other than work. And I work too much. I just found out today I MIGHT have to go to Texas next month for a few days and help out ...that would be cool.
Work is going good...as always....
I haven't seen my favorite brother today..that bugs me...third time since he's been here we haven't seen eachother for an entire day!! I DONT LIKE IT....
Yesterday was his birthday...we ate cake!! and went to the bar to shoot pool!!! It was fun!!
Well..I got things to get done...more later

uh..whatever

Sun, 13 Oct 2002 18:01:34 GMT

Well...sure has been awhile....I've been busy with work..ALOT. Took Chris to the Dallas Stars Game last night for an early birthday present..AND LOST A FIVE DOLLAR BET!! DAMN~ Hoping he had as good of a time as I did.
Well..its off to work this fabulous sunday (NOT)..well, I am going to work, but only because I feel obligated to the owner to increase traffic to the community and fill this place up! After work, its the grocery store!!!

Another Day...

Sat, 14 Sep 2002 05:40:46 GMT

Very long entry to come..lots to catch up on.....but..not tonight..I'm tired...I'm wore out...I'm beat...I wanna go to sleep.....goodnight

no more vacations :-(

Thu, 01 Aug 2002 01:58:13 GMT

So...I return from vacation...at long last!! Am being picked on at work because I took 2 weeks at once..LOL...it is unheard of in my business to do this!! But...I"M SPECIAL...

Chris' apartment is coming along fabulously...all it is lacking now is him being here....Of course I'm sure he realizes that he arrives one day before my anniversary...So I wonder if he'll be treating us to dinner?? (j/k)

Vacation was great, but it is nice to be home. Went to see my horse babies on Sunday..that was great....and was actually back in my office saturday all day, then again monday....now it's back to the regular rat race....

Too much thinking going on....

Tue, 09 Jul 2002 03:53:43 GMT

Baby tell me whats on your mind...I can see a storm cloud brewing in your eyes, and I'm not suprised..I've seen that look before...
Do you think it's gonna rain?...or this time will it just be cold and gray...like yesterday...when there was no love insight...

Now your back again just like the wind, that blows on a stormy night...If I could see the storm clouds coming I could better stand the pain..but I won't see blue till it rains..

Too much thinking going on....

Tue, 09 Jul 2002 03:53:27 GMT

Awesome Day at La La Land

Tue, 02 Jul 2002 02:43:54 GMT

SOOO...Nobody I know is around!....But....I had a fabulous day at work!! I had 7...COUNT THEM...SEVEN rentals!! So far I have scheduled 17 move ins for this month alone!!..AND TODAY IS ONLY THE FIRST!! I'm AWESOME!!!!! LOL....
My hubby actually did the laundry today!! WOW...15 years and he has figured it out! lOL>...Love him to pieces...especially since he did the dishes too!! :-) Made coming home so nice tonight, worked for 12 hours today, so I was beat!! Nuked some left overs for dinner (I know I know...the man did all this for me and I nuke leftovers.....)
Anyway...no one is around to chat with...other than my buddy Fred...so I'm off to chat with him...
Blah!! Where are you all tonight!!

LA LA LA LA LA LA

Sun, 30 Jun 2002 16:21:06 GMT

Ahhh....relaxing weekend at home! Valene came for the weekend...she called last week, said she really missed us, and came home for the weekend..
Starting to get ready for our "vacation"...two weeks from today and I'll be on the plane!! two weeks away from "La La Land"...YEAH!!!!!
I've got to get the emergency number list together for Valene (she'll be staying with my shorter 4 legged family members while I'm away)....figure out what to pack, pay off my credit card (ouch)...pay the bills and figure out what I've got left to play with on vacation (Chris, you better be planning a baseball game for us to all go to!!) Oh yea...also remind mom to take Tuesday and Wednesday off so we can all spend time together (dad already has the time off)...Terry's even coming with me this time!!!

Time to go finish my work..ugghhh...two weeks off means two weeks before I leave I get to double time it!!

Well, I have an owners report to write...so I'm outta here!!!

Horsey day!!

Sun, 23 Jun 2002 17:27:27 GMT

Spent the a.m. hours (like before God woke up) riding horses....Went to the ranch alone...so had to ride both horses...that did not hurt my feelings one bit!!

I've got loads of energy now...so am off to clean house, do laundry, etc...etc...etc.....21 days until my vacation!!!

first entry!!!

Sun, 23 Jun 2002 03:25:53 GMT

I'm bored...I'm so bored I'm actually starting a journal online for the world to see.....hmmmm...maybe I should re=think this idea??